So as many of you know.. i tend to have a weight obsession from time to time. Well i've been having a weightloss crisis since Mr. B was born. Yet, I lack them motivation to stick with these random urges to be fit.

Well this time it is for real!! Meaning that I am motivated and I will accomplish my goal. I long to be fit and healthy and tone. To look great in a bikini next pool season and to feel great. No longer do I want to be winded after walking up 3 flights of stairs.

My son deserves to have a healthy mom that can keep up with him. That won't die early due to heart disease caused by my own inactivity and unhealthy food choices.

Furthermore... I would love to enjoy the sports that my husband loves. We used to go on Rock climbing trips years ago and I could not do a thing. Now it has been years since we have gone but it would nice to know, that in the event that we found a wonderful rock to scramble up, I could hold my own! Hiking... i used to love hiking. Now I fear I will be winded on the slightest incline I come upon.

NO MORE EXCUSES...

I have joined and hopefully helped to grow a wonderful weightloss group called Big Fat Losers (BFL for short). I know. It sounds insulting. It really has a cute story behind it, and when our founder, Savanna, told us how she came up with it, we decided we liked it. And so it stuck.

Savanna is the cutest, kindest, sweetest girl I know. She is SO motivating. I am so glad she asked me to be a part of this group and to have our team cheering me on along the way.

Below I have attached my Motivation.

My family is my determination to become more healthy.

Sexy me in 2006

Much larger me in May 2009.

I have made alot of progress since this picture was taken. Lost a lot of weight and and shrunk a couple sizes. However, I still have some work to do and can't lose sight of my goals.